the enthu bubble has finally burst

I am down and out for the count,i have never been so roded in any exams before in my life and the sad part is it really aint bothering me much, Now that is something i am worried about ... got fucked in A fucked in B fucked in C fucked in D....... have two exams left and i am still chilled out ..... chilled out just isnt the right word more like a zombie ;like these things dont matter anymore.....
the usual infinite fightputs on the night before endsems just dont seem to make sense nomore.......
yesterday night was a total comedy .... here i was in the midst of my usual nightout; calm as usual inspite of the heap of crap to be mugged up... knowing that the night was still young ;all was well but suddenly at two in the morning i just gave up ;dont know how to put it (stupid voices in my head) but the gist is... i was convinced that this just wasnt worth the effort, fuck the grade fuck the stupid course; like its gonna change anything
So i watched two episodes of house,3 episodes of southpark and played about an hour of fifa and woah it was six in the morning crashed got up at 8 ; gave it came back ...... was all sad and gloomy for about 2 hours after the paper but now i am back to square one........

CARNAL INDULGENCE!!

right now i have in my stomach:

1. 9 Idlis
2. 5 glasses of water
3. 1 Frooty full
4. 1 packet of Rasna
5. 1 Medu Vada
6. 1 Coffee
7.1/2 a bottle of 500 ml Limca
8. A CIGAR( this wont qualify as IN MY STOMACH :))

mind you.. this is my dinner... things i had in a span of scarcely an hour...

TOP THIS!!!!