I wonder a lot about a lot of things these days. I dont know whether it is same as normal thinking. Its more like wishful thinking, thoughts which I know I am not going to act on or thoughts that I simply wish were true.
I really hope there is a fate, a destiny. Something great down the line, waiting to happen. I hope I am destined for greatness. I hope I find love, happiness and peace. And I hope I will always continue to have friends as good as the ones I have now. I hope, really really hope.
p.s .. a bit too senti... i know :)
Monday, October 29, 2007
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Philo
I feel disillusioned with life and everything that goes on in it. You might exclaim "Not again"!.. Well, I don't have a retort for that.
Shaastra is getting over today, and I feel nothing. Its not that I want to feel anything, but still it feels odd when you don't feel anything. I can see myself through the tunnels of time, a coalescing of the past and the present. Combining the years, I can see myself in most people, in the vol who runs around carrying computers and in the cord who orders him about. Its not that I have done anything great in or for Shaastra, but then its not that I have not done either. Inconsequential, you might say, another brick in the wall..
It makes me wonder how the different "me's" might have looked upon each other. Its a rather enlightening experience bringing all the different me's to the reality of "NOW" and then viewing them all side by side, a juxtaposistion of my own life!
Feel there is something lacking, a drive maybe. Recognition and relevance, the light is still not out, only the path is dark.
Shaastra is getting over today, and I feel nothing. Its not that I want to feel anything, but still it feels odd when you don't feel anything. I can see myself through the tunnels of time, a coalescing of the past and the present. Combining the years, I can see myself in most people, in the vol who runs around carrying computers and in the cord who orders him about. Its not that I have done anything great in or for Shaastra, but then its not that I have not done either. Inconsequential, you might say, another brick in the wall..
It makes me wonder how the different "me's" might have looked upon each other. Its a rather enlightening experience bringing all the different me's to the reality of "NOW" and then viewing them all side by side, a juxtaposistion of my own life!
Feel there is something lacking, a drive maybe. Recognition and relevance, the light is still not out, only the path is dark.
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