Arbit

In search of light, a wandering mind
Cloud filled looks yearning for a find
Rabid barking dogs, rabid barking sounds,
Taste, sight and smell; All unfiltered and breaking all bounds.

A feeling of blandness has overcome me these days. Hope this doesn't last.

Where the hell are we?

A long while since any of us posted, which is probably because all of three of us ed on to different places. I hope we'll be able to sustain our steady posting rate of three posts a year, and keep all of our two readers well informed about what's going on in our boring life. For the time being, this is as boring as it can get.

Bored

Just over a week at home, and I'm already growing tired of it. I need some action !!

I think

When I think of IIT,
I think of:

Comp
Cigarattes
Movies
Serials
Night outs
Wolf
Green Stuff
Beer
Fart
Besant Nagar Beach
Murugan Idli
Pupil
The cigaratte shop in Besant Nagar
Baski with frooty :D
Elections
Endless election talk with Sania, strats and plans
Getting pained by PG :D
Joy's Vandi
Paying 10k in Bikes & Barrels for Prof's treat!
Trip to Coorg- having green the first time :)
Pondy on lan
Getting gyaan from KV and Nai
Emotional senti of MRP
The water dispenser at 3rd floor mandak and the view from there
Tiffany Sambar Idlis
Matlab pain
Raja Rao - ED+ MD nightmares
W scare - Dheeman and MMMayuram
Binu drinking *****
Pondy Trips... bike accidents, sleeping on the beach, getting caught by police
TADA - getting drunk in the middle of nowhere, fucking tired by the end of it
Smoking cigars ... :D
Vomitting
CCD
Bad food at baserra
Deer
Milk shake, Tea, Bread Omlet , Maggi, Puff - GURU
Shave at Guru
Begging for cycle- losing keys
Bunking classes... feeling bad, feeeling good
End sem mug puts - fight, fight
Placement - tension
Desp infatutaions -
Running... main gate with doonga
Dudhu's Fundaes
The bihari nigger...
Sharav info from chetan :D
ragging ( interactions).. never really got ragged :)
Shaastra.. Saarang.. girls!.. desp¬
Hostel Nights.. tears.. emotional detachment.. confusion
More going outs.. more beer.. more cigs
Throat problem.. driking hot water in summer...
Fart session with pseuba.
Bhadwa's drawings
Gym - Ashith
More despness - hari the kundan
Juniors
Nair's yo rap
OAT movies
Late night fag at tarams!


the list... 4 years.....i fucking lived it!
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Talk

Spend about 3 hours talking with an old school friend. Student politics, related fights, the vibrant life outside this box. Felt good. There is a world outside, a jungle of a different kind. Above all, there is a life beyond BTP :) Freedom is a wonderful feeling!

PJ

Difference between men and women.

Your wife comes home very late at night. You question her, and she replies that she was with her friend. You call up 10 of her best friends, and everyone will deny that she was not with her.

Your husband comes home very late at night. You question him, and he replies that he was with his friend. You call up 10 of his best friends. Five of them will confirm that he was with him, and the remaining five will assure you that he is still there.

Friday Double Bill

Saw two amazing movies back to back.

1)Stand By Me(1986)

2)In To The Wild (2007)

It was the first time that I have seen two such stunning movies back to back.Both of them were so raw and natural and so not artificial.You could truly connect with every scene and dialogue .Of the two i would say "In To The Wild" edged it.The soundtrack was just too good. I am sure if god were to play an instrument it would be the acoustic guitar.You could blog about each and every minute of its 140 min runtime.My movie of the year so far by a long margin. Hell the movie made me wanna pack my bags and head off into the wild.Sean Penn take a bow.
All in all if you have nothing to do on a weekend ,watch them.

Zen

Couple of hours back, I wrote a quiz on the "Literature and Environment" course. The course is more about philosophy than literature or environment and hence interesting in a vague sense. A lot of stuff like Eco-criticism and Eco- feminism are things that I neither find interesting nor agree with. But still, there are these golden flashes of an elusive treasure that keeps occurring throughout. There is something about philosophy which is frustrating yet intriguing. Its like that Pandora's box which is half open and lures you in. Two steps more and you think the end(truth) shall be seen but reality shows it to be a bottomless pit.

I have always wondered what would happen if all the philosophical questions had objective answers. It would mean an end to all doubts about purpose and karma. There wouldn't be any courts since everyone* would know what is right and what is wrong. Everyone would do only the right thing, since "wrong" becomes an absolute truth which is no longer dependent on subjective intrepretations. It would be the ideal world, but a boring one at that. Isn't uncertainty the greatest boon of mankind? I remember the dialog of Brad Pitt as Achilles in the film Troy "The Gods envy us. Because we are mortal, because we are doomed, each moment is so much more precious." These words should probably be there right at the top of any great list of quotes.

Words are powerful, yet some level only a symbol of man's efforts to propagate( to others) and re-assure( himself) his own ideas and the objectives behind his actions. Without words an enlightened man is no different from an ordinary mendicant. Actions might speak for themselves but not so loudly nor clearly as words. Where would we be without them ( words)? Without words, we would have no way of sharing ideas with others, which in turn means we would try to figure everything out ourselves or stop trying to figure out things at all. Maybe the real answer is that, that there is nothing to be figured out. Things happen just because that is way things are. This is again an oft repeated concept in our course. The "is"ness of a thing whereby it just "is" what it is. Probably deep down we all know that it is the truth, yet the hope of a greater reality pushes us to do more. We are not satisfied by eating good food or getting a shelter to sleep. Our wants go beyond. Maybe the realization of such a truth, that there is nothing to be realized might mean a return to the stone age or even behind, to a time when all we would care for is a good meal and a safe sleep.

So while engrossed in these eco feminist poems and essays, I did some googling on the "zen" school of thought. The zen philosophy says that to attain enlightment one should to "intentionally aware" of the "present" without being "judgemental" about it. I tried to figure out the meaning of the above statement for sometime and concluded that it probably means you should be clearly know and make an effort to understand what is happening around you, without trying to figure out if it is happening for the good or bad. This again means that you shouldn't try to "interfere", but just let things be. This is contradictory at multiple levels, since most of our actions are a reaction to an external stimuli and thus its impossible to act and yet not "interfere". At some level even our very presence is an intereference. Then again, it might mean you should do those things which come "naturally" to you, without letting the guiding hand of knowledge nor the filter of civilization change that "natural" course of action nor modify it. Would this be a return to the hippie culture of 70s, where people try to portray the rebel image. I doubt. The problem with a being a rebel is that you again made the conscious decision of being a rebel. To follow zen philosophy would probably mean to act in a way as though the society was never there, not against neither for it nor parallely, but in a way that is not affected by the presence of society itself.


to be continued...

Smail

The insti smail has always been notorious for the kind of spam it attracts from the huge bunch of ignorant idiots in the insti. A few interesting pieces out of the (s)mails:

we Indians do not have much to offer to the rest of the world except our rich culture heritage.

The mess should b run by rural self help groups rather than by a money monger.

sorry if i hurt someone's feelings!!

I had parked my bicycle in front of CRC(stand) at 8:00A.M. on 30th jan. After returning(12:00, same day) I did not find my bicycle there.

If it has already reach to junta, then please ignore it.

Surely, it should earn profit but not like a commercial center but like a facility in a primier institution of INDIA.

I appologise for for spamming, although its a common cause.

I am in Mumbai and need a used computer. If any one of your friend in IIT mumbai or in city want to sell his/her system. Please ask him/her to contact me

brother vikram writes -

As a volunteer for security purposes , i just take this opportunity to wish u all a Happy SAARANG.....IF at all by chance there occurs any Fire accidents or any kind of disaster ( which is highly unlikely), Please do not panic and start running.... please try to keep cool and dont rush anywhere as this might lead to stampede.

even I agree with what you are complaining,recent days I found a few Krishna mess workers coming in to the dining hall,with out proper dress

Finding something in krishna’s food becomes daily routine these days.

vikram bhayya writes ...

evergreen websites www.nic.gov.in http://indianairforce.nic.in/ www.drdo.org

Please feel free to come forward any fellow brothers to take this issue to the dean students and get out the solution so that all other will be happy.

Please reply fast ... Apologize for spamming others.

this is really annoying that its very difficult to get water in the jug.

One Question why not girls?

please recommend the book for JAM (maths)preparation

I 've one doubt.Will "Egg" be served in if upcoming Veg Mess??

'I am a Chemical compound, Hans Henning of Germany invented me. Some People call me "Cyclonite Cyclotrimethylenetrinitramine or T4". What I am better known as?

vikram bhayya likhte ho ...

Why would potato find its way into the menu every day??

U r at freedom 2 stop reading anywhere...

One pic > M(b)illion words?

I love this pic.. simply love it! :)